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  • Current Residence: In my head
  • Interests: music, art, writing, vampires, reading, photography
  • Favourite movie: Dead Silence, anything Tim Burton/ Nightmare Before Christmas, Corpse Bride...
  • Favourite band or musician: TOKIO HOTEL, Cinema Bizarre, Avenged Sevenfold, Green Day, Three Days Grace, Dir En Grey, Paramore..
  • Favourite genre of music: all
  • Favourite artist: Anthony Saint James
  • Favourite poet or writer: Edgar Allen Poe, Stephen Myer, Anne Rice, Stephen King, R.L. Stine,
  • Favourite style of art: anime; any really
  • MP3 player of choice: Creative Zen
  • Wallpaper of choice: i'd rather paint a picture on the wall instead
  • Skin of choice: pale as death ^_^
  • Favourite game: Kingdom Hearts1/2 & Mana Khemia1/2
  • Favourite gaming platform: PS2
  • Favourite cartoon character: Edgar & Ellen; Inuyasha, Kagome; Light & L (Death Note)
  • Personal Quote: It gets a lot worse before it gets any better.
  • Tools of the Trade: my hands???

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:blackrose: Oh lord, I've tried to cut away, all the cancer that lives within my skin and bones. Oh my how hard it's been to live, Without you by my side in this bed across the world.
Loss, I've lived in tragedey, I've given everything, My soliloquy. Loss, my savage will to live, Just on last change to give; This soliloquy.
This time, How calm before the storm. The sunsets and our hearts grow very, very cold. This life, How much longer can I wait? If money was my object, I'd bore you with a subject involving Love...:blackrose:



:blackrose:...So please don't let it
Please don't let it go
'Cause if you won't let it I won't let it go
So please don't let it
Please don't let it go
'Cause if you don't let it I won't let it go .... :blackrose:

:blackrose: Can you love someone you don’t know? Someone whose will is stronger than yours…driven by an unseen force I sat on the bed and turned on the light. There was no one else, but I felt your eyes glued on me and beyond the shadow you appeared…and then driven by your thoughts I was moved by thin wires of your will, like a puppet. Well, I finally realized that; you are the great puppet master and I am only your toy…:blackrose:

"Glam isn't a style, or a genre of music, or the way you dress. It's a state of mind, and when you put on that glitter and leather, you don't give a fuck."

-Adam Lambert- :heart:


:blackrose::heart: ...Would it make you feel better, to watch me while I bleed??? :heart::blackrose:


“What are these scars from?” she asked.
“They’re battle wounds,” I replied.
She looked at me for a long time.
“Who are you battling?”
“Myself.”



:blackrose: Keep changing your mind like clouds in the sky
Love me when you're high, leave me when you cry
I know it all takes time
Like a river running dry when the sun's too bright

So long, this is goodbye
May we meet again in another life
Like strangers passing by
May we see clearly in a different life :blackrose:

:bulletgreen: ...when you're lost, how do you find your way back home when the lights are off and the blood trails gone? :bulletgreen:




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SATAN KNOWS YOU'RE A POSER!!!!

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That is it, I have had it.  I am done, I am completely fucking done with this shit.  I am tired of being in the middle, I am tired of hearing both sides of the story, (I know both are only lies).  I am done with the witty remarks, the back talking, the down grading, the awful fuck up mistakes that have the hateful remarks that follow, I am sick of it all I am sick of them and I am DONE!!!!! I cannot take it any more, I will not stand to go through this again, I REFUSE to go through this again.  I am weak, and I do not give a fuck right now, but I am NOT going to go through that hell all over again, not like I did in school.  Fucking forget it!!! I am done trying to understand things, I am done trying to make things right, to make things better. I am done trying to figure out what the fuck is wrong with me in the process too…I am done with being sick I am done with fucking love, I am done with fucking trying, I am done with listening, I am done with lying, I am done with understanding, and I am done with lending a supporting shoulder for the world to cry on.  I REFUSE TO GO THROUGH THAT HELL AGAIN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
  • Mood: Suffering
  • Listening to: Photographs & Gasoline ~ Framing Hanley
  • Reading: The Back of My Eyelids
  • Watching: All My Dreams Go Down The Drain
  • Eating: Your Heart Out
  • Drinking: Your blood

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:iconcoby01:
Hi hi :wave:
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Sorry about my bad English :ashamed: but ....you can visit my :gallery:[link] and see my art, thank you so much :hug:

Coby
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~circedraculnova 1 day ago  Hobbyist General Artist
Thanks for the fav
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~KatrinaTheLamia May 7, 2012  Professional Digital Artist
Hey, just read the journal over in :iconnotliketheotherkids:

Hope you are okay girl.

-hugs-

No idea who the hell you are... but I do know the world fucking sucks.

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Screw you all, I actually have a nose.
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:icondisenchantedheart:
:cling: thank you...i havent had a lot going on on da for a while...keep thinking of just closing it all down. i hardly get on here anyways. but if i keep it i can browse through the really great art without pop ups and ads...on here i used to go by sadie, but my name is april...or avril in french ^,,^ one thing i like to say for some reason.

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R.I.P Jimmy "The Rev" Sullivan
February 10th, 1981 to December 28th, 2009
You will be gone, but neVER forgotten!! :tears::depressed::sadangel::blackrose::heart:
It Gets Better :)
♀+♀=♥
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Mood: Sympathy ~KatrinaTheLamia May 18, 2012  Professional Digital Artist
Hey if being here keeps you going even just a little bit. Then by all means, keep checking it out every now and again. If you can find other means to help it... then, also try to balance those in as well.

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Screw you all, I actually have a nose.
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:iconpiratepenguinfreak:
Thanks for the fav!

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Your Not-So-Ordinary Friend
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~SilverEyedBeauty Apr 8, 2012  Student General Artist
HAPPY (sorry, i know it's late) BIRTHDAY!!!!!!!!

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Sick of crying. Tired of trying. Yeah, I'm smiling. But inside I'm dying.
I'm a complete catastrophe passing aorund like a baumblebee
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:icondisenchantedheart:
:hugs: aww thank you!!! <3

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R.I.P Jimmy "The Rev" Sullivan
February 10th, 1981 to December 28th, 2009
You will be gone, but neVER forgotten!! :tears::depressed::sadangel::blackrose::heart:
It Gets Better :)
♀+♀=♥
♂+♂=♥
♂+♀=♥
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:iconcookiecakeplz:Happy Birthday!:iconcakecookieplz:
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:icondisenchantedheart:
thank you :hug: <3

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R.I.P Jimmy "The Rev" Sullivan
February 10th, 1981 to December 28th, 2009
You will be gone, but neVER forgotten!! :tears::depressed::sadangel::blackrose::heart:
It Gets Better :)
♀+♀=♥
♂+♂=♥
♂+♀=♥
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