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I am a Deviant of Many Talents
DisenchantedHeart
Female/United States
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April 7
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Sadie
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Favourite movie: Dead Silence, anything Tim Burton/ Nightmare Before Christmas, Corpse Bride...
Favourite band or musician: TOKIO HOTEL, Cinema Bizarre, Avenged Sevenfold, Green Day, Three Days Grace, Dir En Grey, Paramore..
Favourite genre of music: all
Favourite artist: Anthony Saint James
Favourite poet or writer: Edgar Allen Poe, Stephen Myer, Anne Rice, Stephen King, R.L. Stine,
Favourite style of art: anime; any really
MP3 player of choice: Creative Zen
Wallpaper of choice: i'd rather paint a picture on the wall instead
Skin of choice: pale as death ^_^
Favourite game: Kingdom Hearts1/2 & Mana Khemia1/2
Favourite gaming platform: PS2
Favourite cartoon character: Edgar & Ellen; Inuyasha, Kagome; Light & L (Death Note)
Personal Quote: It gets a lot worse before it gets any better.
Tools of the Trade: my hands???
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Oh lord, I've tried to cut away, all the cancer that lives within my skin and bones. Oh my how hard it's been to live, Without you by my side in this bed across the world. Loss, I've lived in tragedey, I've given everything, My soliloquy. Loss, my savage will to live, Just on last change to give; This soliloquy. This time, How calm before the storm. The sunsets and our hearts grow very, very cold. This life, How much longer can I wait? If money was my object, I'd bore you with a subject involving Love...
...So please don't let it Please don't let it go 'Cause if you won't let it I won't let it go So please don't let it Please don't let it go 'Cause if you don't let it I won't let it go ....
Can you love someone you don’t know? Someone whose will is stronger than yours…driven by an unseen force I sat on the bed and turned on the light. There was no one else, but I felt your eyes glued on me and beyond the shadow you appeared…and then driven by your thoughts I was moved by thin wires of your will, like a puppet. Well, I finally realized that; you are the great puppet master and I am only your toy…
"Glam isn't a style, or a genre of music, or the way you dress. It's a state of mind, and when you put on that glitter and leather, you don't give a fuck."
-Adam Lambert-
...Would it make you feel better, to watch me while I bleed???
“What are these scars from?” she asked. “They’re battle wounds,” I replied. She looked at me for a long time. “Who are you battling?” “Myself.”
Keep changing your mind like clouds in the sky Love me when you're high, leave me when you cry I know it all takes time Like a river running dry when the sun's too bright
So long, this is goodbye May we meet again in another life Like strangers passing by May we see clearly in a different life
...when you're lost, how do you find your way back home when the lights are off and the blood trails gone?
That is it, I have had it. I am done, I am completely fucking done with this shit. I am tired of being in the middle, I am tired of hearing both sides of the story, (I know both are only lies). I am done with the witty remarks, the back talking, the down grading, the awful fuck up mistakes that have the hateful remarks that follow, I am sick of it all I am sick of them and I am DONE!!!!! I cannot take it any more, I will not stand to go through this again, I REFUSE to go through this again. I am weak, and I do not give a fuck right now, but I am NOT going to go through that hell all over again, not like I did in school. Fucking forget it!!! I am done trying to understand things, I am done trying to make things right, to make things better. I am done trying to figure out what the fuck is wrong with me in the process too I am done with being sick I am done with fucking love, I am done with fucking trying, I am done with listening, I am done with lying, I am done with understanding, and I am done with lending a supporting shoulder for the world to cry on. I REFUSE TO GO THROUGH THAT HELL AGAIN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
thank you...i havent had a lot going on on da for a while...keep thinking of just closing it all down. i hardly get on here anyways. but if i keep it i can browse through the really great art without pop ups and ads...on here i used to go by sadie, but my name is april...or avril in french ^,,^ one thing i like to say for some reason.
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R.I.P Jimmy "The Rev" Sullivan February 10th, 1981 to December 28th, 2009 You will be gone, but neVER forgotten!! It Gets Better ♀+♀=♥ ♂+♂=♥ ♂+♀=♥
Hey if being here keeps you going even just a little bit. Then by all means, keep checking it out every now and again. If you can find other means to help it... then, also try to balance those in as well.